I beg forgiveness from the several really great people who follow(ed) my writings on here for my complete lack of writing for pretty much the whole of this year.
I came off the tablets a few months ago *cheer* but since then things have been very difficult. I don’t regret stopping taking them, but I am just (4 months later) beginning to realise that they were giving me more in terms of “coping” power than I was giving them credit for.
I have fallen to the lowest point that I have been at for a while and am just starting to pick myself back up. Last time I was in that position, writing helped. You guys helped. So here I am again, just dipping my toe in the water to see how it feels.